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[21 Jan 2005|12:38pm] |
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new journal XnoxNightmarex
add me bitches<33333
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im not okay.
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[18 Jan 2005|12:32pm] |
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Hellogoodbye-shimmy shimmy quarter turn |
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ROses are red-Sucked
The Chariot-amazing i love them ahhh they were gret they put on a amazing set
Silverstien-great it was my like 4th time seeing them and they were amazing they played a bunch of new songs my fav new song is smile in your sleep, they palyed a slow song and i danced with ed and other cool ppl
Underoath-Good they were very good but i would have been happier if they palyed more old songs ehhh w/e they were still good
i hung out with a bunch of cool ppl (ashley,jamie,sarah,emily,julie,fran,!EVAN!,Jesi,Marissa,Ash,Katie,Mar)-just to name a few
i met a ton of myspace ppl very cool <33
Comments are always nice <33333333
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im not okay.
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[11 Jan 2005|12:32pm] |
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Tsunami Bomb-Dawn on a funural day |
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so i wanted a break you know clear my mind think shit over right but forget it i guess its done she obvioslly could care less. WE had one deal that i wouldnt cut classes anymore if she would stop smoking marijuana but she broke that so that shows me she could care less so whatever i guess she was lieing to me in all those entrys about her caring
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2 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[04 Jan 2005|11:35pm] |
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your always saying you "give up" what do you think that does to my self esteem. your always lossing hope so what does that mean,that you stopped caring or does it mean you never really did, when you say you give up that means your trying agian? trying what agian try again like the time you hurt me try agian? im so fucked up right now i dont know what to do with life </3
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im not okay.
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| long time no update |
[03 Jan 2005|12:39pm] |
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hidden in plain view -bleed for you |
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LAst night was awesome me tom marissa and ashley went to the dinner and we had alot of fun if i knew how to post pictures on lj they would be here =) so ya ive been thinking about ehh stuff latly and i think i need to talk to someone about our relationship
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4 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[21 Dec 2004|12:16pm] |
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Bright Eyes-Lover i dont have love |
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Hmmm where to begin today hopfully im gonna hang out with Marissa Ash and Tom and i think i gotta do some shopping for Ashley,my brother,Sarah, and Fang so ya if you wanna meet up or something of the sort give me a holla <3333
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3 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[20 Dec 2004|06:51am] |
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you know what really sucks when you type for an hour about something you really wanna take out of your mind and put it out in the open and ends up it never gets posted well im not retyping it so w/e </3
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5 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[19 Dec 2004|11:07pm] |
I got the message long before you said you knew
There was no chance of us at all
With no velocity an empty heading hard and far to long
I spent two years alone with you
Just when I thought I had forgotten
You came back soft without a sound
You said we were an accident
With accidents you’ll never know what could happen
So we were an accident
You’ll always be my favorite one
You hit the road and left me an ocean
I can't swim in the silence of your skin-skin please let me in
Side the times we never had right
Inside two years alone with you
You said we were an accident
With accidents you’ll never know what could happen
So we were an accident
You’ll always be my favorite one
we could have been
we could have been
instead of accidental running always running
why can’t you believe
Long winded promises of future company
Up close the sound remains the same
Without the reign of terror over every momentary change
We are exactly as before
You hit the road and left me an ocean
I can't swim in the silence of your skin-skin please let me in
Side the times we never had right
Inside two years alone with you
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1 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[16 Dec 2004|12:16pm] |
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Thursday-Porcilen |
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This is a really personal entry it dosnt have anthing to do with any1 perticular jsut thinking. Last Night i was cleaning out one of my closets and i found a bunch of old notes from old girlfriends and freidns and it crossed my mind that iam not freidns with almost any of them. And one person inperticualr i jsut miss so much bercasue for such a long period of time she ment everything to me and now i dont even have her as a friend. i jjsut came to the conclusion that iam a horrible friend and a horrible person ive lost so many freinds over the past couple of years and its really depressing becasue most of the time it was my fault. why am i like this why did i make so many mistakes why do i screw up so much. I miss so many people and i know ill never be able to be friends with them agian uhhh i hate myself for this <3
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4 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[13 Dec 2004|12:34pm] |
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Patent Pending-June Spirit |
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hey havent updated (like an actall entry) in awhile maybe becasue ive become sucha myspace whore like ash =p. Ummm ya im back with Sam and no i dont care what andrea and kait thinks they can say watever they want i dont care its my life not theres. Well ya Im going to the hidden in plain view show most deff becasue Action Action is palying along with HiPv and The NSG so ya kool stuff well back to my space
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3 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[09 Dec 2004|12:30pm] |
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Tsunami Bomb-Take the Reins |
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wow live journal is so last week ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha metal!
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2 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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| Please dont leave me |
[05 Dec 2004|01:33pm] |
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The Starting line-There two new songs |
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The Starting Line TOnght My Chemical ROmance Tomorrow im gonna b in agoodmood for the next 48 hours. I hope the starting line puts on agood set this time.
I love You <3
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1 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[02 Dec 2004|12:44pm] |
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The early november-baby blue |
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Today would have been two months *sigh* i Love her and still do i miss her not as much phisically becasue i can see her but emotionally i want her i ts hard to expalin but i want her back. I am ready i love her
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2 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[30 Nov 2004|06:38am] |
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Silverstein-Bleeds no more |
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My heart bleeds no more; now, it’s been turned to stone. your stomach feels sick for someone else. I’ve broken both my legs falling for you. drag me on the ground. powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. blood still stains my hands. sharpening my sense of pain outside, my heart bleeds no more. killing everything off inside. make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. my heart bleeds no more; now, it’s been turned to stone. my stomach feels sore from cutting up. I ruined all my sanctity for you. smash me on the ground. I wanted to convince myself there’s nothing else to do. I wanted to. provide you with proof of what you put me through. I wanted to. pretend that I was you. killing everything off inside. make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. my heart bleeds no more; now, it’s been turned to stone. your stomach feels sick for someone else. I’ve broken both my legs falling for you. smash me on the ground.
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2 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[28 Nov 2004|03:01am] |
hope you like it mike
♥ash
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im not okay.
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| entries written by other ppl casue some ppl are immature and cnt take fuckign jokes wven tho they fc |
[28 Nov 2004|12:11am] |
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I hung out with Sam today. Best thing ever. I've missed her so much and I finally got to see her today. Other people were there but they don't count because they aren't as cool as her obviously. Yeah. Every other day sucked because she hasn't been in it. <3333333333
I love her so much.
I wanna fuck her brains out.
She is just so damn amazing. <33
okay so i forgot to write about Friday when i hungout with my REALLLY HOTTT friends. Andrea KAITLANNN!! Emily Ashley THOMAS jamie julie megan nick ed val kevin, and more..maybe more...sam WASNT thank god! i got to have fun for once, no one else matters. we metup with Ash. Andrea Kaitlan and then we went to McDonalds and waited for SUPER SEXY EMILY! ;) she makes me wetttt!!! and then we went to wendys and then me and andrea ed and tom went to the movies. and then finally Emily came =D i want to bang her like a russian drum HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH then everybody else came...it was FUNN... we got kicked outta wendys cause the guy is an assshole! and then we went to coldstone and got yelled at by the cops. so then we went to McDonalds cause they are cooler! and then julie and val left so did kev. and then the rest of us JAMIE ANDREA ASHLEY EMILY ;) KAITLAN!! went to stop & shop. and they thought some kid with realllly tight pants on tighter then mine ..who they thought was GOURGIOUS! then ashley and emily came over in the middle of the store and rapped me ...yummmy ...just to see this "hott" kid....(well he was kinda cute;)) hehhehehehe then yeah i left with a boner....my mommy came and i left my hott ladies.... i cried for like 164836874263 hours in my emo corner... then they went home being all cool and stuff cuz they are the best..and no one else matters!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
ashley emily and andrea are sooo special to me! i think if i lost them id never be the same =/
okay welll i gtg i havta peee....ummm peace!!!
<3mike<3
- andrea great friend huh...bitch
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4 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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[21 Nov 2004|02:47pm] |
Ya me and sam are taking a break at first i really didnt mind casue i love her and i thought we needed space but ive been thinking and i really dnt think her feelings for me are what i thought they were i saw the pictures on her journal of her like licking matt and that kind of upset me but i still love her and wenever shes ready i will be to
uhh i need a hug
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1 Promised ♥ im not okay.
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